All my life I’ve been a nobody,
I am no one, I am nothing.
That’s the way it’s always been.
And I’ll lie through my teeth,
And say that I’m fine,
But they aren’t even close to the thoughts that cross my anxious mind.
Cause’ now you’re gone.
And I’m so lost.
And these panic attacks,
They’re coming back to visit me.
They’re knocking at my door,
And I can’t seem to turn them away.
Picking at my skin,
Like it’s really gonna’ make a difference,
To my state of mind,
But I just wish that you were by my side.
Cause when you were here,
I didn’t have to count in two’s.
I could sleep without the lights on,
I could look people in the eye.
Cause’ now you’re gone.
And I’m so lost.
And these panic attacks,
They’re coming back to visit me.
They’re knocking at my door,
And I can’t seem to turn them away.
Picking at my skin,
Like it’s really gonna’ make a difference,
To my state of mind,
But I just wish that you were by my side.
By my fucking side!
Picking at my skin like it’s really gonna’ make a difference!
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